It is Wednesday and it feels like Friday ... actually no, it feels like I should be somewhere in November and not the 3rd day of February due to the exhaustion I feel. I am literally running on fumes and I have no fucking idea why. Yesterday I obediently trotted off to the "experts" my… Continue reading Just a whinge
The year is 23 days old and already I feel as though I have accomplished 6 months work. In 23 days, we have done a ~4,000km round trip to Brisbane via Dubbo and in reverse back to Melbourne, we are moving house ~40km further south and all the hilarity and panic that moving evokes, we… Continue reading 2019 … with a BANG!!
My super-power is anxiety, coupled with panic and paranoia. Wonderful combination of emotions and thoughts and just stuff. Meh! I find myself wanting to cower in a corner and hide from the world - instead I am working and not doing a particularly good job. I want to cry and sob and let it all… Continue reading My super-power has asserted itself again
I am dating again. I am finding it interesting, exciting and a bit of a minefield. You see, I am not dating someone new, I am dating my primary partner. The person I spend some time with every single day. (For those who have missed it, I am in multiple relationships (well I try!) and… Continue reading Dating again
Ever wanted just to tap out? Just to say, "that's it, I've seen enough, experienced enough, I'm done." I tried that once. Didn't stick. Some days I am thankful that it didn't and other days I am not. Today is one of the latter days. I am tired of everything, just absolutely everything. My words… Continue reading Tap out
Exactly how I feel right now. Everything is just blah, blah and blah ... entering in and exiting with no retention. Motivation levels are almost zero and I wonder how I am going to kick-start this whole necessity to lose weight (I really am scared of needles and do not wish to have to prick… Continue reading Blah blah and blah
I am writing this post, knowing that people will read it and panic, so I am telling you DO NOT PANIC!! (I need the Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy about now). I am working through my feelings, emotions and the general noise that is in my head. In December of 2014, I attempted suicide. It… Continue reading Not feeling myself
This must be one of the hardest tasks I have ever set myself.