My super-power is anxiety, coupled with panic and paranoia. Wonderful combination of emotions and thoughts and just stuff. Meh! I find myself wanting to cower in a corner and hide from the world – instead I am working and not doing a particularly good job. I want to cry and sob and let it all […]
I am dating again. I am finding it interesting, exciting and a bit of a minefield. You see, I am not dating someone new, I am dating my primary partner. The person I spend some time with every single day. (For those who have missed it, I am in multiple relationships (well I try!) and […]
Ever wanted just to tap out? Just to say, “that’s it, I’ve seen enough, experienced enough, I’m done.” I tried that once. Didn’t stick. Some days I am thankful that it didn’t and other days I am not. Today is one of the latter days. I am tired of everything, just absolutely everything. My words […]
Exactly how I feel right now. Everything is just blah, blah and blah … entering in and exiting with no retention. Motivation levels are almost zero and I wonder how I am going to kick-start this whole necessity to lose weight (I really am scared of needles and do not wish to have to prick […]
I am writing this post, knowing that people will read it and panic, so I am telling you DO NOT PANIC!! (I need the Hitchhiker’s Guide to the Galaxy about now). I am working through my feelings, emotions and the general noise that is in my head. In December of 2014, I attempted suicide. It […]
This must be one of the hardest tasks I have ever set myself.
Wonder why I worked so hard in the first place?