Dating again

I am dating again.  I am finding it interesting, exciting and a bit of a minefield.  You see, I am not dating someone new, I am dating my primary partner.  The person I spend some time with every single day. (For those who have missed it, I am in multiple relationships (well I try!) and […]

Tap out

Ever wanted just to tap out?  Just to say, “that’s it, I’ve seen enough, experienced enough, I’m done.”   I tried that once.  Didn’t stick.   Some days I am thankful that it didn’t and other days I am not.  Today is one of the latter days.  I am tired of everything, just absolutely everything. My words […]

Blah blah and blah

Exactly how I feel right now.  Everything is just blah, blah and blah … entering in and exiting with no retention.  Motivation levels are almost zero and I wonder how I am going to kick-start this whole necessity to lose weight (I really am scared of needles and do not wish to have to prick […]

Not feeling myself

I am writing this post, knowing that people will read it and panic, so I am telling you DO NOT PANIC!!  (I need the Hitchhiker’s Guide to the Galaxy about now).  I am working through my feelings, emotions and the general noise that is in my head. In December of 2014, I attempted suicide.  It […]