Just when I think I have all the bases covered, it all goes to hell. Well not literally but close enough to stress me out. I am currently travelling and in true style, worked on the day I arrived. Which means I am up at sparrow's because enough sleep yells my body. I have a… Continue reading Just when
Tag: depression
Step to the left, step to the right and salsa!
Immediate disclaimer, I have never salsa'd in my life! I am reminded again why I do this - pour my heart and soul out on a screen page available for all the world to see and cast judgement on. I am having a dance with myself and letting you the reader watch. We all have… Continue reading Step to the left, step to the right and salsa!
Tap out
Ever wanted just to tap out? Just to say, "that's it, I've seen enough, experienced enough, I'm done." I tried that once. Didn't stick. Some days I am thankful that it didn't and other days I am not. Today is one of the latter days. I am tired of everything, just absolutely everything. My words… Continue reading Tap out
Coping with my neuroses
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Depression, anxiety, comparison, lack of self worth all adds up to me.
Comparison = competition
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The classic example of the goal posts being moved once you were there.
Run Rabbit Run
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Run rabbit run rabbit run run run
Tired … oh so fucking tired
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Wonder why I worked so hard in the first place?
So I wrote this on FB…
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Basically - if you have nothing nice to say, say nothing.
Depression … mental illness … suicide
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In an enlightened (!) world these topics are still heavily debated and yet kept in the dark. It amazes me. If you are mentally ill or depressed or anxious or anything then you are stigmatised and pushed aside. Cynically, it has become a "go-to" fall back when we can't describe the feelings inside us.
Glass and rubber balls
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In life, there are rubber balls and glass balls and you are always juggling. Your family is glass, so you can't drop them. Many of your work projects are rubber balls
