Just when I think I have all the bases covered, it all goes to hell. Well not literally but close enough to stress me out. I am currently travelling and in true style, worked on the day I arrived. Which means I am up at sparrow’s because enough sleep yells my body. I have a […]
Tag: depression
Step to the left, step to the right and salsa!
Immediate disclaimer, I have never salsa’d in my life! I am reminded again why I do this – pour my heart and soul out on a screen page available for all the world to see and cast judgement on. I am having a dance with myself and letting you the reader watch. We all have […]
Tap out
Ever wanted just to tap out? Just to say, “that’s it, I’ve seen enough, experienced enough, I’m done.” I tried that once. Didn’t stick. Some days I am thankful that it didn’t and other days I am not. Today is one of the latter days. I am tired of everything, just absolutely everything. My words […]
Coping with my neuroses
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Depression, anxiety, comparison, lack of self worth all adds up to me.
Comparison = competition
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The classic example of the goal posts being moved once you were there.
Run Rabbit Run
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Run rabbit run rabbit run run run
Tired … oh so fucking tired
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Wonder why I worked so hard in the first place?
