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Life is a little like an undefined neurosis.
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My super-power has asserted itself again
My super-power is anxiety, coupled with panic and paranoia. Wonderful combination of emotions and thoughts and just stuff. Meh! I find myself wanting to cower in a corner and hide from the world – instead I am working and not doing a particularly good job. I want to cry and sob and let it all […]
Dating again
I am dating again. I am finding it interesting, exciting and a bit of a minefield. You see, I am not dating someone new, I am dating my primary partner. The person I spend some time with every single day. (For those who have missed it, I am in multiple relationships (well I try!) and […]
Hurt
I try and live my life as openly as I can and still remain true to the woman (and girl) I know is inside. Today is hard emotionally and mentally. I feel like I have slid down the rabbit hole and I have yet to hit bottom. It is as though I have been thrown […]
Juggling
It feels like I am juggling way too much of late. Work, relationships, my own health all seem to be these glass balls, and they are precariously close to falling and shattering. Things have been great for a while now. I have changed the way I think about my finances and as a result, I […]
Daddy’s girl
My father and I were very close as I was growing up. I remember hours spent in front of the record player listening to music. My education on bands and lyrics opening my eyes to all that was slipped between the lines. He helped me through my first period, and gave me much of the […]
Tap out
Ever wanted just to tap out? Just to say, “that’s it, I’ve seen enough, experienced enough, I’m done.” I tried that once. Didn’t stick. Some days I am thankful that it didn’t and other days I am not. Today is one of the latter days. I am tired of everything, just absolutely everything. My words […]
What do you want?
A provocative question. I was watching some sort of irrelevant ad and this came up. The premise is that as kids we know what we want to be, what we want to own and there is little room for doubt. This changes as we age and become more aware of societal mores, desires of our […]
