Not wanted

How do you cope when you feel not wanted? Me, I completely stop functioning. Can’t eat, sleep and that send my body into this weird pain filled place. It’s not entirely a pity party. I just feel unwanted. There are friends who read this and will feel guilty or say that they have chatted to […]

It’s not easy

When we choose, and note I use the word choose, to live a life that is not the same as our upbringing, that is not the same as what society deems as normal, we choose a path less travelled, actually it is usually all new territory. It is not easy when you do not have […]

Sleep deprivation

I did this last weekend …. We got a gorgeous, playful and full of character Jack Russell who we have called Sherlock. He is a genuine character and full of love and mischief. He is around 8 weeks old and like any child, needs attention, correction and plenty of help. The first night was hard, […]

What is home?

What is home? Is it a place, a person, a feeling? Is it easily defined? How would you measure home? We travelled to Tasmania this last week. It was weird as we were out of step, and had to make allowances for our moods and feelings. It was a good trip away though. We saw […]

We keep learning

It’s been a weird week. We’re on holiday and it feels less like a holiday and more like a battle uphill. Tassie has been on the to do list for a while. I have good memories of this place, yet at the moment I can’t dredge up one. Tassie is feeling wrong, and it’s bleeding […]