You ever get to that point where you have so much crap running around in your head, that you have to just dump it? I am writing regularly-ish at the moment, and still my head is full up. I always thought I was good at communication, or at least clear enough about my intentions and… Continue reading Mind dump
Tag: real world
My super-power has asserted itself again
My super-power is anxiety, coupled with panic and paranoia. Wonderful combination of emotions and thoughts and just stuff. Meh! I find myself wanting to cower in a corner and hide from the world - instead I am working and not doing a particularly good job. I want to cry and sob and let it all… Continue reading My super-power has asserted itself again
Hurt
I try and live my life as openly as I can and still remain true to the woman (and girl) I know is inside. Today is hard emotionally and mentally. I feel like I have slid down the rabbit hole and I have yet to hit bottom. It is as though I have been thrown… Continue reading Hurt
Tap out
Ever wanted just to tap out? Just to say, "that's it, I've seen enough, experienced enough, I'm done." I tried that once. Didn't stick. Some days I am thankful that it didn't and other days I am not. Today is one of the latter days. I am tired of everything, just absolutely everything. My words… Continue reading Tap out
To FB or not to FB?
Facebook is getting a grilling in the media at present. Shares are all over the place and opinions just as much. Added to the mix is dear old Zuckerberg's quiet admission that soon you may have to pay for it. One of his comments that stuck was that we signed up to allowing others to… Continue reading To FB or not to FB?
Not feeling myself
I am writing this post, knowing that people will read it and panic, so I am telling you DO NOT PANIC!! (I need the Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy about now). I am working through my feelings, emotions and the general noise that is in my head. In December of 2014, I attempted suicide. It… Continue reading Not feeling myself
Quality not quantity
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Let's see if I can get some quantity that is also quality.
Comparison = competition
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The classic example of the goal posts being moved once you were there.
Being mindful
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I am running out of ideas.
Comparison
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Good or bad?
Neuroses Undefined 