There is this prompt that does the rounds that tells you to blog using the alphabet as your guide. Each letter becomes a blog. I decided that as a challenge, this would be good to get me blogging every day.
U = understanding
At some point in life you gain an understanding of who you are, where you fit in and what your purpose is. It helps keep focus for those days when things are a little all over the place.
Then you lose it all, and you no longer understand yourself, your purpose or your place. In fact, you just do not belong anymore. Then it is a whole new level of understanding that has to happen.
A whole new acceptance process.
I am there. Right now, in that place of no longer at any understanding with myself or anyone or anything. I don’t belong and the longer I try and make it work, the worse my head gets.
Thank fuck for medication that numbs everything!