It’s messy but it’s my life

It is hard to believe that only around 40 hours have passed since everything started.  And about 36 since my world fell apart, again.  Feels a lot longer actually.  I spent yesterday in a daze, today I am coherent and doing things.

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Starting new … again … and again … and again … ∞

Feels like it is a never ending cycle of starting over.  No sooner do I get settled in one place, and admittedly bored senseless, than I am uprooting myself and starting over.  New people, new places, new things and feeling like I am barely treading water.  It’s disconcerting, scary and just plain anxiety ridden.

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