There is this prompt that does the rounds that tells you to blog using the alphabet as your guide. Each letter becomes a blog. I decided that as a challenge, this would be good to get me blogging every day.
W = words
The Bee Gees song says : “It’s only words, and words are all I have
To take your heart away “
It’s all I have – words. They don’t work particularly well at the moment. In fact, I am probably at the point where I am silent because all I do is make things worse.
I have not been this tired or low for an extended period as I am now. Every time I turn to look, there is another stumbling block, another pebble that my shoes have picked up. There does not seem to be any soft ground at the moment and all I can do is keep treading forward.
There has to be a soft spot somewhere I can rest surely? Somewhere where I can lay out my picnic blanket and stretch out beneath the sun. Somewhere where I can watch the scenery and appreciate the beauty around me. Somewhere where I can eat and drink in peace without trying to meet a deadline.
I only have words to show you how I feel, to explain the complexity of my thoughts and emotions. I only have words to say “I love you”, “I need you” and “I want you”.
Yet, they are not there. Be patient with me please.